which rude tags? and why? i reviewed all of them and i found none! https://battleofthebits.org/barracks/Profile/nitrofurano/Tag - see also that i'm humble and i don't mind receiving the worst tags here at botb (for example, i didn't complain about the 'freakydeeky' tag received, was actually fun! :D ) - perhaps i was too honest and sincere? where? - and you could write messages in a more contructive and polite way, couldn't you? consider deleting my account if you want, or label my account as mummi or whatever, you don't need to blackmail, at all! you can do better than this! and thanks for improving your website! ;)
I asked for your forgiveness about an incident in the botb discord one time, but i want to repeat this now, amongst other things.. I understand you must have not gotten the best possible image of me initially, and i wouldn't be surprised if that didn't change much by now (albeit i would be a bit sad, honestly)..
You are right, i have been very rude and nonchalant to many people in this community in the past. Neverminding facing possible self-ridicule by repeating myself here in those posts..; I want you to know that my negative behaviour wasn't unfounded or not in reaction to other things (that i simply tried to hold secret for as long as possible), trying to manage being manic and paranoid whilst still trying to reconnect with people, and especially hard to do so in a large group of people with so many different "variables" to consider.. I simply wasn't ready yet emotionally or mentally, and i really am sorry that i caused trouble to you and others with that kind of behaviour. I had for a lot of different hard feelings until now not contacted you about those things again, but i wish to say what needs to be said (at least what's publicly viable)..
In that sense, i also want to thank you. Thank you for having helped when it was necessary. You know what i mean.. You seem to be a good natured soul and i am happy to have crossed your path, albeit only slightly, and even if it may not be reciprocated :) I wish for you to become happy and live a fulfilling life, and firstly to rock 2021.. Your friends will support you when you need them, i am sure.. I trust the universe..
PS: Probably unlikely, but if we ever met i'll spend you a drink