You're not the only one who was deeply impressed by the song. My inspiration and completion of it was during easily the lowest possible point in my entire life. I'm in physically the same place I was during the time that I wrote it, the only difference now being my actualization in a career and more financial autonomy.
I've been trying not to romanticize my suffering, since a lot of my most intense composition came from a time in my life when I was relatively lost and deeply helpless. Sadly, nothing as inspiring has come to me in over a year at this point.
I've wanted to address your comment directly, but was hoping to speak privately with you more about it, so sorry for the delay in response.
We have not been the best friends i'm afraid. I am sorry that i did not manage to get over my pride and contact you personally to get things sorted, and instead went on to quietly dislike you as well.. On top of that, badmouthing you towards friends out of anger, because i could not take your unforgiveness towards me. I wish to tell you that i am sorry for the bad things i have done and said in the past, and that i never meant to hurt you or anyone else with my manic rants and aggressive opposition.. I was trying to let off steam because everything grew over my young head, and i was unable/unwilling to admit that me possibly impacting others negatively with it is shameful, and not just "them being pussies". I want to be perfectly clear and open here because i feel like i owe it to you, and even though i'd like to excuse myself with the mania i was experiencing, i have to excuse myself towards you without any "explanations" as well. I hope you can forgive me for having been so negative in the past, and for not having controlled myself and my inner demons. I do by now and i am ashamed of what happened.. I hope you find happiness again in your life, and i wish you the strenght to achieve it, and any other goal you might set yourself.. I don't hate you, i like you, even if i would have never admitted