i'm actually curious, how can one be in the EU but not be in a specific country? or is it for tiny countries like lichtenstein that maybe don't have their own IPs? or for areas outside of a country's (i.e. france) mainland territory but instead in some island territory that still is part of that country (like reunion or new caledonia, both french)?
Sorry to come back at the topic (and also sorry for being very late with this), but I wanted to say sorry for being a bother back for the last couple of months, and I mean this to everyone here.
I've been under and in very unpleasant situations the past year (mainly due to college and home) and it eventually took my toll and reacted my anger and dissatisfaction mainly on BotB and related things (IRC, Discord). Now that I look back at it, yes, I have been an unpleasant person and annoying person from time to time in the past; ofcourse unintentional, I didn't mean to be a nuisance. The shitposting and non-contributing content and posts should probably be toned down to a very very very small amount by now and I hope to keep it that way instead of me unconsciously doing and taking it too far.
As you may have noticed (or not), I have been away at all the places for some time (though I checked the compos a little bit here and there) and while I will communicate here and there again, I will keep the tone (as I normally do in real life) and appearance down. Internet and messages does make us some more talkative then we really are sometimes, no?
About jealousy: well I can say for sure that's in almost all of us, me included. :)
Jealousy hasn't played a big part in the issues in the past (take my word for it), but I won't deny some extend of it is there with me feeling a bit like an outcast in the BotB community if you get what I mean. But again, not the main issue of the behavior.
I've calmed down and got some more things rolling in my life now and I hope to keep it that way, though I won't deny that I sometimes can be a shitehead to talk to or just to even see posting here.
A note about the contrarian behavior in the past; this was, again, unintended to come over in this way. Most of the time meant as a joke (sometimes me being a hypercritic, despite myself not being the grandmaster at doing things I criticize at). I did not see the annoyance in others and the fact it was eventually pointed out by you (and one more), is the only way for me to realize it's too far/much, and I hopefully toned that down like I mentioned.
So with this kinda long post that I end now, I hope to seek a second chance with everyone at BotB, though I know you only make one first impression and that the one that has been left isn't the best. I can only hope and see for those that do accept a new chance and chapter of myself. :)
Also congratulations with the mod/adminship! :D (totally not being late)