Hello Mel.
By now, i guess you are not mad at me anymore for what happened in the past.. However, i still wish to get over my shadows, get out of the shadows for a moment and tell you that i am sorry. I know i must have hurt a lot of people with my tirades back then, and i want to once and for all be open about me being sorry for it. I always appreciated your music and your presence in the chats, even though i did not always voice it, and you might not have always felt the same about me.. Your music was a huge inspiration for me (around 2015 i think?) to start trying out those fancier and more emotional lead melodies that constantly ghost around in my mind, with counterpoint and chords and grace notes and whatnot.. I feel like i gained more than i gave, also towards you, and if you ever considered me a friend then i must ask for your forgiveness for not having been a good one.. I wish you the best in all of your life and in your creative and programming career - whatever you're pursuing now or will in the future.. Thanks.. 3xVRC7 forever :)
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2021.09.05 2:18pm kleeder liēkd this
thanks! it took a while to actually announce it i think but oh well
also, this isnt a return, i just wanted to check in - im still busy and atm i dont have an interest, but rest assured its just because of adhd and hyperfixation haha
that is amazing, im surprised to see another person on botb who can relate to the energy of
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