most of you guys have forgotten about sc00p since he disappeared mysteriously during november/december 2019, but it turns out sc00p is still alive and doing well!
...sort of. the covid-19 situation is the most heartbreaking and the strongest struggle that has forced me much more into changing the way i socialize on the net and to focus on my hobbies much more, but especially PROCRASTINATING even when i don't have a froggin social on every time.
italy has become a big blunder and i am seriously fed up being in a country that is the first to have the most virus cases right before china, and said country is full of fascist delinquents. just as worse as american delinquents.
when school started to take on the power of homeschooling on me, i decided to log out from discord out from my pc so that i'll focus a lot more on private hobbies. you know, i decided to take a step away from drawing dirty bullcrap in aseprite.
until when the quarantine ends my parents took my pc in their parents room in order for me to take video lessons with school (which also leaves me to finally.... procrastinate a lot more in my pc after wasting time checking my phone in a useless way.), but the sense of wanting to go outside is growing a lot inside me.
...and not forgetting i still am messing on famitracker and it is the only program i find really comfortable to play with after fricking years, but looking at my progresses i've done last year, i've did less covers than usual and considering my departure from pc activity, i'm making really less than usual.
that being said for the programming side. game programming is no longer a thing that i want to take it further considering i always spit out incomplete prototypes and then once left in limbo it never comes back to me. i decided to instead take my time and focus on tabletop gaming.
and now i have a serious problem with too much drawing. other than the usual procrastination i have with music, i've been using a lot of pinterest and its making me feel more annoyed. i don't know why i am drawing a lot only to leave out a bunch of messed up, mostly confusing to look at drawings that i don't consider them satisfying because they mostly come out distorted.
i really hate my behaviour towards the fact i'm forced to waste time on drawing, which somehow has become more of a stressful passion than a fun passion.
i wish you best regards and i hope you have fun. i'm out of here.