...reminds me of へべれけ.
"I'm leaving BattleoftheBits. I'm never coming back. Hope you continue to enjoy your time on the site, you filthy elitists. Because I didn't."
I would like to apologize for my behavior during the time I was originally on the site. I know some people may think that I'm just saying this for attention, but in all honesty ever since I left BotB, I really have learned quite a bit. During my original run on BotB, I was going through quite a bit of stress from both the stuff happening online and what was going on in my personal life. Family issues, music projects, stuff like that. It eventually got to the point where I just couldn't take it and I was brought down the lowest I could go in terms of my overall attitude and behavior. If you thought some of the stuff I said on BotB was bad, it was even worse on Discord. However, since then, I have gotten tons of help. My family have been super supportive about my issues, I've talked to both a counselor and a doctor, and I've been put on medication to help deal with anxiety and sleep. Today, I was reading something in one of my classes that made me think about my overall experiences with BotB and whether or not I should go back. After thinking about it all day, I'v finally made my final decision and that is that I will be coming back. Not now, but definitely this year. My original opinions on the site were pretty stupid. And during my final month on the site, I was still dealing with a bit of previous stress from before I got my medication. So, even though I definitely improved with my music, I still wasn't satisfied. However, I feel like now I have finally learned. I have calmed down over these past few weeks. I've been more open about my problems with both and family and friends. And now, I can finally say...
JOSHY IS BACK, BABY!!!